News just in …..
I woke to the news recently that I have been nominated in the Best Lifestyle Blog category of the Annual Bloggers Bash Awards. I sincerely thank whoever nominated me and I humbly accept the nomination. I’m thrilled, proud as punch and amazed to even be nominated! The award winners will be announced in London on June 15 2019.
BUT….
But there’s a problem – I’m a fraud. Well maybe that’s a bit harsh, I just feel like a fraud and only sometimes, not all the time!
I think I’m having one of my confidence meltdowns – where I don’t think I’m good enough, or have anything interesting to say or get confused or simply overwhelmed by everything. Do you ever feel like this?
Despite having been blogging for years and somehow amassing thousands of followers, I still don’t think I’m any good at it. I’m not looking for compliments here or being self deprecating, I’m seriously doubting my abilities – which I do from time to time! At least I’m an honest fraudster 🙂 I’ll be fine in a day or two!
Why do I do this to myself and where has this feeling come from?
I really had to stop and think about it. I don’t know if I’m just having a mini confidence crisis, feeling lost, overwhelmed by things going on or is it just a slight case of imposter syndrome?
Maybe it’s just a mix of lots of things. Hopefully it will pass and I will resume normal transmission soon. Do you feel like this sometimes, I’d love to know?
But I’ve also read a few articles about on-line bloggers/wellness experts/influencers who have abused their power and had some major negative press, and well deserved I must say, as a result of their questionable actions. Only this week I read Jennifer’s review of a book about one such person and as she said, if it was a novel, it would seem unbelievable.
I’m not one to presume to tell anyone what to do. I don’t like to give advice very often as I don’t think I’m qualified to do so. Blogging is different for everyone, some want to entertain you, some want you to buy things, some want to rant about issues impacting on their lives, some want to tell you what to do.
I suppose this hit me as we all tend to hide a little behind our keyboards. Life isn’t always as we blog about it.
I’m fortunate to have met in real life, some of my friends who I’ve got to know through this blogging community. They have all been lovely, real, kind, generous, authentic and caring people – something I aim to be too.
Blogging Awards in fiction
Given the recent nominations for those of us lucky enough to have received them, these two books by Holly Wainwright also struck a chord. I read them a while ago, and although works of fiction, they hit a nerve.
I thought of them and had a wry smile, as I read the post about the Annual Bloggers Bash Awards. Thankfully I think it is an over the top depiction of bloggers, and none of us are going to go to such lengths to win an award!!
They are light reading but for those of us who are bloggers they also have some home truths, as many people can, and do, get caught up in their own ‘online’ and sometimes ‘unreal’ world.
The Mummy Bloggers by Holly Wainwright:
The blurb:
Sometimes life behind the screen is not as rosy as it seems…
Meet three Mummy Bloggers – each of them followed, idolised, imitated, taunted and trolled online.
Elle Campbell is a glossy, lycra-clad mum with washboard abs, a ten-year plan and a secret past. Abi Black has quit sugar, moved to the country and is homeschooling her kids. Leisel Adams slogs away at her office job each day before rushing home, steeped in guilt, to spend precious moments with her kids before bedtime.
When all three women are nominated for a prestigious blogging award with a hefty cash prize, the scene is set for a brutal and often hilarious battle for hearts, minds-and clicks. As the awards night gets closer, their lies get bigger, their stunts get crazier – and some mistakes from the past become harder and harder to hide.
The Mummy Bloggers is a frank and funny look at the perils and perks of life online.
This was my review on Goodreads:
I was conflicted with this book. I’m a blogger, though not a mummy blogger, more of a midlife blogger, and understood many of the issues. The using everything that goes on around you for fodder for a post, the social media aspect and the time involved in maintaining a blog. Holly Wainwright got most of these things spot on. It made me stop and think about my ‘following’ and how intrusive some parts of blogging can be, in terms of time and effort. I don’t blog for money, have nothing to sell, and use it as a creative outlet but I could still see similarities, which I didn’t like! I also didn’t care much for the main characters. My blogging community is a much nicer world than the three bloggers in this story, I’m happy to say. The story was quite well done but it all just left me a bit cold at times. I also read the second book before reading this one so maybe that clouded my thinking a bit. I didn’t hate it, but I didn’t love it either.
How to be Perfect by Holly Wainwright
The bestselling author of The Mummy Bloggers is back with another page-turning, rip-roaring story about mums, phones and the cult of self-improvement.
In the rolling green hills of Australia’s hippest hinterland, a new guru is blogging about her breakfast.
ELLE CAMPBELL is back, holed up in an exclusive retreat where women pay thousands to mimic her extreme lifestyle, or die trying. But who’s bankrolling Elle’s new empire? And why are her two tiny sons suddenly absent from her glossy public image?
ABI BLACK just wants to marry her true love under a tree in the garden on New Year’s Eve. But her ex-husband is building a financial cult in the shed, Elle is looming and her teenage daughter’s YouTube channel is gaining followers for all the wrong reasons. The wedding might have to wait.
FRANCES GRAHAM has a colicky newborn, an absent husband and a WhatsApp mothers’ group that’s giving her anxiety. But she’s certain that if she can just be more like those fitmums on Instagram, things can only get better. And surely, if she can scrape enough money together to make it to Elle’s retreat, everything in her life will be just . . . perfect.
Through a world of fake gurus, green smoothies and bad influencers, How to Be Perfect follows Elle, Abi and Frankie into the cult of self-improvement that’s taking over your phone . . . and your breakfast.
These books show just how easily people can get hooked on believing something that’s far from real. I’m not sure I recommend you read these books but it showed me how thankful I am that my blogging community is completely different to the world in these books.
What I’m trying to say is that blogging is like any creative artwork, we all have our ups and downs from time to time, a crisis of confidence, writer’s block, burnout – you name it!
Last year I was nominated in the Hidden Gem category of the Annual Bloggers Bash awards and was lucky enough to be able to attend the day in London (all the way from Australia). I placed third in the category so I suppose I can now say I’m an award winning blogger 🙂
MY 6 TOP TIPS ON HOW TO BE A GRATEFUL BLOGGER:
I suggest we:
- Engage with others regularly
- Find a blogging buddy or a mentor and interact
- Check in on your buddies from time to time – it can be hard to know why some bloggers just disappear from our feeds
- Never be mean or nasty in comments – it is fine to agree to disagree but do so politely
- Try to meet in person – it can be such fun!
- Support each other wherever possible
So, in summary, I am trying to be a grateful blogger and I truly appreciate all your continued support. Thanks again for the nomination, it made my day 🙂
Deb xx
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My view, and this is the advice I’ve given to many friends over the years who have had a crisis of faith or worried about their intentions about something, is that if you’re worrying about this sort of thing and actively asking these sorts of questions then that is a really positive sign. It’s when we’re NOT thinking about these things, when we’re not questioning ourselves or holding ourselves accountable that we should begin to worry. Whether it’s blogging or anything else in life. But it’s really important to remember not to let those feelings and thoughts overwhelm us and I think that this nomination gives you a fantastic chance to do just that. You wouldn’t have gotten a nomination if people didn’t think that you deserved it 🙂
Gaining self confidence in anything takes time, and even when we have gained it it can easily be knocked at any time. There is no shame on leaning on the support of others and letting them help you, or keep you steady from time to time 🙂 Enjoy your nomination and let it act as a reminder when those doubts plague you!
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Thanks Heather, this comment is so helpful and encouraging! It shows me that I am on the right track and I feel better just having read your wise words. Self confidence is something that waxes and wanes with me and it is easily knocked off kilter. Your encouragement has helped enormously and I am grateful to you for taking the time to respond to my post.
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Congratulations on your nomination, Deb! Keep blogging as long as you enjoy doing it. #MLSTL
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Thanks Natalie, it’s something I do enjoy so I’ll be around a while longer 🙂
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Congratulations, Deb! Totally deserved. You have a contagious attitude and gratefulness is just one small aspect. So glad to have you as part of my blogging circle. Good luck in the voting!
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Much appreciated Shannon, thanks so much! I’m thrilled to be included in your blogging circle too. You have a lot of experience to share with us plus your wisdom, I always enjoy your posts too.
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All good tips and CONGRATS ♥
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Thanks so much Dee 😀
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My thoughts on blogging often mirror yours.i often think who am I to be writing this ‘stuff’ – just who the hang do I think I am. But I enjoy the writing, so regardless of followers or awards, I’m going to keep writing – just for me. If anyone else enjoys what I write, or not, that’s ok too, but really the writing is predominantly for enhancing my own life’s experiences, – that’s unless I’m having an episode of the dreaded writers block, which I think we all get from time to time.
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Thanks for sharing your thoughts Chris, I’m with you on what we write and why! I’m always surprised when others enjoy my writing and have been humbled by this nomination and comments on this post. It seems I’m not alone in my thinking!!! All the best to you 🙂
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I always enjoy your posts Deb. Congratulations on your nomination!!
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Thanks so much Rachael, all the best to you too!
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I don’t feel like a fraud (actually I feel under appreciated but that’s because I’m a narcissist). My problem is that I constantly feel like I’m tapped out. Nothing more to say. Every time I post, I think, well now I’m used up. More comes out eventually, but I feel like the quality is lower than it was a couple of years ago. In your list, you write “meet in person”. I’ve considered this, but I have such a hard time sustaining conversation, I just think it would ruin everything.
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Hi Jeff, thanks for taking the time to respond to my post. I understand the feeling of being ‘tapped out’ but I’m always surprised that something comes along to spark my creativity and off I go! I think maybe we expect too much of ourselves and you thinking the quality of your work has decreased is only your way of seeing things. Others would disagree! I worried about ‘meeting’ others in person and having enough to say but was pleasantly surprised when it happened and we talked for ages!! Thanks again for stopping by and all the best to you.
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Hello Debbie,
Congratulations on your nomination! Thank you for reminding us how to be a grateful blogger. Blogging can be difficult and does require hard work. It can be easy to forget to be grateful.
Best,
Sigrid
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Thank you Sigrid, I need to remind myself to be grateful sometimes so I’m happy to share my thoughts with others. Blogging is hard work at times but while I enjoy it I’ll keep on going. Take care 😊
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You absolutely deserve your nomination Debs, you write beautifully and I always enjoy reading your new posts! This is your little corner of the web and one of the worst things we can do is compare ourselves to others – you’re great at being you!
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Thanks so much for your lovely comment Em, I’m feeling much better about it all now. We really shouldn’t compare ourselves, we are all unique entities 😊
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Enjoy the nomination you deserve Debs!
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Thanks Orla.
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Congrats, sounds like you’re a pretty genuine blogger to me. I’ll be following your blog for now on
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That’s great to hear!! I’m aiming to be genuine and honest in my blogging so I’ll just continue on that way. Thanks!
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I think many bloggers go through the whole thinking that they are some kind of a fraud when it comes to blogging, Debbie. We all lose confidence from time to time and deal with it in different ways. The books you read reminded me of a similar book I read about an author group and how one of the group stole the work of another member and claimed it to be her own. It was all very nasty, but an interesting story.
I’ve come across a few trolls in the blogging world and deal with them by simply ignoring them. If they persist (and I’m following their blog) then I unfollow them. They soon move on.
Many congratulations on your nomination. We’ll miss not seeing you at this year’s Bloggers Bash, but will hope you will be able to make it to a future one.
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Hi Hugh, I’ve been down this track before but every now and again it flares up again. I’m so glad to find I’m not alone in thinking this way. It will go away and I’ll continue on as I have in the past! I am disappointed not to be attending the awards this year but you know I’ll be there in spirit with you all. Thanks for sharing your insights and thoughts, it means a lot to me.
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Congrats on your nomination, very well deserved. I don’t think I’ll be reading either of these books after seeing your reviews! To be honest, mummy bloggers are, to me, largely an alien life force, especially the ones who make blatant attempts to sell things. I’d rather read a more honest blog that is true to its author. Like yours 😊
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An alien life force is a great description Clive!! Thanks for your support and encouragement, it means a lot to me. Thanks again for the congrats.
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They are just that! YVW. Hope you win, even if you can’t be there. If you do you’ll have to send a video message like they do on the big awards shows 😉
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One your not a fraud, two you will be missed 💜 congratulations to you again.
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Thanks so much Willow, I’ll be there in spirit 😊
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I totally know what you mean. This blogging thing is quite interesting. I started thinking I knew all about style, yet what I learned is I know nothing. It’s still fun to have our blogs and think of all the people we get to interact with!!
Congrats!!
XOXO
Jodie
http://www.jtouchofstyle.com
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Yes Jodie, as long as it’s fun we should just keep doing it. Isn’t it surprising how much we learn that we don’t know?? Appreciate your support. X
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Yes, Deb. I’m a bit overwhelmed at times in the blogosphere! I like your six tips, especially #4–I see mean comments on sites every day and don’t understand it at all. #EsmeSalon
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Thanks Jean, you are quite right, I don’t understand why people go the effort of leaving mean comments either!! Take care.
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Congratulations fellow Lifestyle nominee! I too am a bit stunned to think I was nominated.
Perfect 6 top tips!
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Huge congrats to you too Gemma! All the best, but I can honestly say being nominated is a great reward in itself.
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It definitely is!
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Hi Deb,
I see this as great “advice” and a cautionary tale, especially for someone new to blogging – like me. I already can relate to the time spent in the aspects of blogging no one can relate to except the folks doing it. How all of a sudden your daily life events are always evaluated as to whether or not they can be used for blog fodder. And, I thought only I felt like an “imposter”…and thought it was because I have only just started blogging.
Sometimes I just have to give myself a “talking to” that although I am new at blogging, I am not new at life. I have lots of things to share and this is primarily a creative and social outlet.
Finally, my experience with the blogging community has been overwhelmingly positive and helpful.
In my (newbie) opinion, your tips for being a grateful blogger are right on!
And, congrats on the nomination…someone beat me to it.
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Hi Nancy, you are so right about having lived a lot of life and experiences that go into our blogging life. I have given myself a talking to and am feeling much better now. It’s also helped hearing from so many people, that they too have felt this very same thing at times in their lives. Many thanks for your supportive comment, it is so lovely of you to take the time to connect, please know I sincerely appreciate your words of wisdom.
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Well deserved ~ Congratulations! I also lose a little confidence every now and then but I think that is normal. Trying to decide what to write about or say can be a challenge. I don’t write stories, just things in my life I would like to share with others. I only have a few followers, but that is not why I write a blog. I simply like to write, it is an outlet, and I love to read what others have to say. If someone leaves a comment, then that is icing on the cake for me! I enjoyed your tips for being a grateful blogger.
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I’m starting to think it’s quite a normal thing too, after reading everyone’s comments, so many thanks for sharing your thoughts. I’m glad to hear you enjoy writing as an outlet as that’s my main reason do blogging too. I love getting comments and engaging with others and agree they’re like the icing on the cake. It’s so nice to have your support, many thanks again!
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Hi Deb – congrats on the nomination. I have one too and I’m feeling a little under-whelmed rather than over-whelmed by it all. I don’t see the awards as the real recognition of what we’re doing – that comes from the people who read our stuff weekly because they love it – not from a random nomination and a committee. I guess if there was thousands of dollars or a guest appearance on Ellen at stake it might be a little bit more exciting – but these days I just think – how lovely to be thought of by someone and then get back to doing what I love and hanging out with my online pals. So forget being a fraud, just keep blogging for love and connection and we’ll all high five the winner and wait for the next round of nominations 🙂
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Just popped back to say thanks for linking up with us at MLSTL and I’ve shared on my SM 🙂
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Thanks so much. You’re a ⭐️
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Hi Leanne, I’m working back through all the lovely comments I’ve received and responding! Congrats to you for your nomination too, very well deserved I must say! I agree the rewards we get from blogging are the interactions from others and the thoughtful comments and support. I am humbly accepting of being nominated but don’t hold out any hopes of winning anything. I’ll join you in giving the winner a high five once they’re announced. Thanks for your sensible approach and making me see it from a different perspective. I really appreciate your wise words and encouragement. xx
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Congratulations Deb! I like your pointers for being a grateful blogger. I like to do all of them as well.
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Thank you Rachna. Many of us are grateful bloggers and it’s what creates our lovely caring community.
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Cool tips Debbie!
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Thanks Nilla! I’d rather use the word tips than advice!
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You’re too humble 😉
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You could be right about that!!!
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Hi Deb thanks for linking to my blog. I’m pleased you enjoyed my review. I did enjoy your review of Holly Wainwrights books. I would say you are definitely not a fraud. You’re a genuine caring blogger. But I do understand imposter syndrome. I’ve suffered with it many times. Congratulations on your nomination for the Bloggers Bash.
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My pleasure Jennifer! It was a great fit with what I was trying to say. I really appreciate your comment and the fact that you also suffer from imposter syndrome, it’s a cruel thing isn’t it? This is the modified version of my post, my original was much more scathing of my abilities! Thanks for the message and congrats.
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Well done, Debs and well deserved you are not a fraud we all doubt ourselves at times we are human…Good Luck 🙂 x
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Many thanks Carol and yes I’ve discovered that many of us doubt ourselves from time to time. All the best 🙂
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Of course we do, Debbie..Human Nature…Have a great weekend 🙂 x
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Many congrats Deb!
You are most definitely iteky not a fraud!
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Thanks Ritu, much appreciated! All the best to you too 😊
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Thank you xxx
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I love your tips Deb…so true Xx
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Thanks Lorelle!! Simple but effective is always best I think.
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Hi Deb YOU ARE NOT A FRAUD!!!!!! You are a wonderfully warm, witty, creative woman who is admired by many not just for your blogging but for all that you do with Rotary and your community. I know exactly what you mean about feeling a fraud. I was at a function the other day and had donated a prize for the raffle. A woman asked me exactly what my service was on my blog and I really didn’t know how to answer that question. All I know is that I want to inspire others by sharing information I think will help. Like you I’m not an expert but I have had life experience. Social media, influencers and blogging can give a false impression of what life is like. Some bloggers seem very successful and then you find they have less followers than you do, but their confidence is sky high. I totally agree with you 6 tips and am so pleased and proud that I have you as a friend and not just a blogging friend. Have a beautiful day and congratulations on your nomination xx
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Hi Deb, you can see by the replies that everyone agrees with me! Take the nomination as well deserved and thank you for your continuing support of #MLSTL. Have a great week! xx
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Thanks so much Sue! I’m feeling much better about things and appreciate all the lovely support. Hope things are OK with you too 🙂
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Thanks for your lovely comment and your help too Sue, it means a lot to me! It’s been good to write this to get it off my chest but it’s surprising to hear that so many other accomplished bloggers also feel this way at times. Your skill set and knowledge are inspiring women everywhere, so just continue doing what you’re doing my friend!!
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Congratulations Deb on your nomination, I love your blog, the nomination is well deserved! I do know what you mean though about losing a little confidence every now and again because I do this regularly. I have blogging meltdowns and feel quite inadequate sometimes. I wonder how bloggers can post so often, hats off to them because I struggle with once a week! Well done and good luck 🙂
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Thanks so much for your lovely comment Sam and it’s good to know I’m not alone in my thinking. Loving your shots from the snow in Canada.
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Seems like the Blogger’s Bash has evolved with new categories! I would never think you were a fraud (although many women feel like this in business). Are you planning to attend this year? One of these days I hope to go just to meet everyone in person! Congrats again on your nomination!
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No I’m unable to go this tear but it sounds like another fun event. Yes the different categories make it interesting this year. I’m not alone in feeling like a fraud every now and again, we seem to be quite prone to it as we age. Many thanks Terri!
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huge congrats! That’s so awesome!
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Many thanks Michelle
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